Make up test

I've been really busy lately with my daily activities, from packing package, manage money for paying supplier, manage account receivable, went to the bank, etc..

But meanwhile, I went to my friend's photography studio for getting financial report, coz I'm the accounting who don't really there maybe just once a week, coz I can do my work at my place, don't have to go office everyday.....

Make up artist who make up customer resigned from her work, so my friend looking for another make up artist, and I always be a victim who will try her make up...because my friend said that to make up me is really hard work and tough dough coz my eyes is difficult hahaaha....

Yeah I admit, for make up artist who make up me is really hard dough...For me especially I really prefer make up by myself, learn tutorial from you tube....But as my promise, I go to studio, I let my self to made up by a new make up artist.....

After then, I photographed by a new photographer for practise, really complete then....this is my picture...Hmmmm I edited by my self using adobe photoshop..hehehhe.....I chose this picture coz I like the my messy hair...I never really done this before, coz I really like a natural hair and smoothy hair....I looked chubby here, really don't have idea....It's been a long time I never took a picture then....

I will share another photos then, when my friend have done edited it.....Have a nice day :)

Education

Lot of my friends asked me, why u should get ur master degree and your Accounting Profession education, what for? That always be my dream that I have master degree and graduated from Accounting Profession as Accountant officially, even in real job I'm accountant....but really happy to finish it and reach one of my dream....

Then my friends asked me again, when u work at company maybe it will be work to ur position, but now u just running ur online shop, u don't have to have a master degree to run it rite?.... I just laugh, yeah maybe, but in my mind, they just see from the outside, but for me, my education really make me as a detail person, accountable, perfectionist....From theory I learn about strategy, about how to work smart way....HOw to measure ur company performance..., For 5 years I've been working for someone else's company, even I work so hard, my carrier just in a same step...But different way when I have shop, I can manage my time, manage my sale skill, my marketing, my financial....and having a lot of experience, and also enjoy my hardwork as result have a extra money...

I still remembered when I was in college, my ex really againts me to continue my study, he said that I can't manage my time for him when I busy to study, but I still continue study without his permission....Really lucky that day I follow my dream, not follow him, I still have a master degree, but not with him....so I don't have to regret rite? 

Now, I'm still an accountant, accountant from my own bussiness, and learn how to be a real owner, this is just start step, I have a big dream to reach it. How 'bout you? do u agree education is important for ur life?

Random

It's been a while I never blogged, I miss writing....sometime there is a lot of idea , but at the moment I can't do..coz so many things to think lately.....Actually I'am a thinker, even that is small thing, that really bothering me to solve it and make it right...when the small thing not yet finished, I can't sleep at the night, stil thinking and thinking all over again in my mind.

That was really bothering me, nothing I can do to stop thinking the small things, like what I'm gonna do tomorrow, how about my shop, 'bout my life, 'bout money, etc...

On Vals day, I didn't write, coz I'm not a vals fans, Pinky everywhere, yuck, don't like it. Its weird I think, when woman don't like vals day. Not because I'm weirdo, but I think that show ur affection and love not just in vals day, but everyday with someone u loved....

Too Tired Being a Yes Woman

Yeah, when u read that title, maybe u just know what I mean......I'm so tired being a yes woman, can't refuse anyone request, to afraid refuse just don't wanna someone getting hurt....

But at the same time I really really tired being used, even my friend, I always help them to do stupid things that they can do by theirself, but they too lazy to do that thing....At this time my level of tiredness in a low level. I'm sick of that, really really hate this stuff, and I want learn being selfish for this time.... I learn how to refuse they request to help this to help that, seems like I'm their assistant, really hate it...This situation repeat again and again and again.....Don't know why they don't do by theirself...Why me? why why?

And really don't like when someone have to ask me to do this or to do that, this is my self, and I own myself, even my parents never ask me to do this as a must.....why have to someone else have to ask me? I do what I like and I love, nobody can forbid me to do what I like... I like being free, not under other's control...

SOunds like selfish, but I have to learn this because lately, lot of people make me angry, I'm passion enough with them, but none of them really apreciate me as a human being, really hate it.....

Now I don't care what people thinking about me, or whatever, like someone said " life is a once, u can choose what life do u want" He makes a point, and I agree with him....I don't give a damn about someone's life, and other people too, they don't have to give a damn about my life, about what I wanna do, Just do ur bussiness dude!!!!....

I'm not ask u for money, for something else, so, why I have to listen to you??? I'm a grow up woman, so don't u think that I can take care of my self without ur any advice or suggestion?? Just leave me alone, and stop asking.....

Married with ur ex? really?

I heard so many times that my friends married with their ex, ow really? that was coming to my mind, are u insane? maybe they have a reason why, but make the same mistakes again? oh no, I can't imagine that....

For me, its like u eat food that u don't like, really really don't...., I'm happy with my life now, and for sure good for me for not to be with my ex for rest of my life....thanks God...

But, nowadays my bestfriend will marry her ex, ow really? I just can't stop thinking why she decides that...I have told her to figure out one more time and make sure that desicion is final. I care bout my bestfriend, but, I can't push her rite? she has decision to make, and she knows about the consequences, I just hope that she really happy with her decision. I'll support her even though I'm disagree..... Who I am to push her rite?

So many my friends affraid being single and alone, they push theirself to find husband, and they just find a man and then marry....just like that, seems like very simple to find a good husband....

And so many times too, people asked me when I'm married, thats really bothering question, and I'm really dislike that question, not because I'm not married yet, but its because why u people wants to know about my life?? so annoying...


I don't know how thats feel being married, maybe I have to ask my friend who already married....Yeah sometimes come to my mind, but not bothering me to married soon like desperate woman who really want married....


Married is about commitment and really need a lot of thinking for sure, coz u spend the rest of your life with ur husband/wife...really have to accept who they are, and what they are....