Hey, It's May

Time is going so fast lately, and here we are on May... I've been thinking about my life, what my life's purpose and what should I do. Don't know why, I really not in the mood lately, I just feel tired with my life....I really need something new, something that can make me excited.... And nowadays I don't like meet people, prefer like sitting in front of computer to do my job... Is it normal? hmmm  I don't think so....I don't know this feeling is weird, just wanna have a lonely time, and have a "me" time.... 

I really don't know why I always have a bad dreams lately, its really suck,make me can't sleep well, and really feel exhausted....Is that anything bad will happen? hmmmm hope not...


Sometime I am thinking that I really need vacation, for catch up a new spirit, I imagine that I go picnic to the beach, I can hear the waves, feel the sunshine...hmmmm sounds interesting....

Seems relaxing ha? I copy this image from google, that are beaches from Maldives....Feeling comfy and relax.....